So, I had my last day at that gym on Thursday. I slept in and was five minutes late. AHHH!! But it wasn't really so "aahh!", actually. Five months ago, it definatley would have been an "aaahhh!!" moment, it would have stressed me out terribly, and could possibly have spoiled the whole day. But this Thursday in particular, it didn't phase me. And no, not because I'm so used to it happening that I've learned how to deal with it, but because I have learned how to take control. I have learned how to recognize a bad situation, and rise above. It's a very good thing to be five minutes late, and possess the self control and peace to honour my mum by not speeding (very much). It was a good day overall. I almost cried when my favourite member left, for the last time, and I realized that I'll never have those long chats with her again while she works out. We talked about everything, mostly about her family. Who they are, what they do, how they resond and come together. We talked about my future, about current affairs, work, dreams, a little of philosophy. I really had come to love her without realizing it. Here's to Kathy. I sincerly wish her all the best, and wish her and her family salvation.
So it's all coffee and fashion from here! School starts Tuesday. THAT is going to be an "aaahhhh!!" moment.
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